"macs are the future" -vincent:)

So basically my titles will usually have nothing to do with what im gonna write lol

Well what can i say

stupid life.

i'm still trying very fkn hard

and although everyday seems harder 

i feel that slowly i grow stronger

i just wish it all became easier

my life seems to be coming to an end

but i guess its just the start of a new beginning

i've realized i've only been hurting myself 

and now all i want in life is to heal

i want to forget..

so on the bright side i love my friends

so many different people are coming into my life 

and they've all molded themselves into a part of me

love you so much:)

Birthday.

So today is my stupid birthday.
And honestly, i think its just another stupid day without...him

February 19, 2009
and im still with that shit
well at least i can say im trying
becuase in truly am.
I havent talk to him in 4 weeks going for 5
well g2g
bell rang


byeeeeee:)